{"id":651,"date":"2025-12-18T15:50:31","date_gmt":"2025-12-18T22:50:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/?p=651"},"modified":"2025-12-27T12:15:43","modified_gmt":"2025-12-27T19:15:43","slug":"noisavni-fo-ssenkrad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/?p=651","title":{"rendered":"noisavni.fo.ssenkrad. (poetry)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-e448028468f05ec07acd5eb467f0e043 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">These shortened days keep growing longer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-ed18aef51bc7cdd66392b2280766746c wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Darkness swallowing me alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-a7f39b21c3d34435ae3638f60bc03986 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">The scent of isolation spreading stronger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-2ce47c3190fe457580fa0f6223337079 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Feeling like I&#8217;m left alone to die!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-c0d1e6d9a3e66e83f1b535347829b1d9 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Trapped in a cell with an invisible host<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-ea61221fca5aa14a2a83025849e60578 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">trying to remake the heart of stone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-d75dd13844a23326f53f05d88527f61e wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">The darkness looming, the visible ghost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-bae11aac57dfc439b74785ef18a3e3e4 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">I need Your light, &#8217;cause I&#8217;m all alone!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-3e715226f56477e4a02ae5074cb79797 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-840afe9167f0cd5faa8bd2fd4ba4ef41 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s nowhere to run!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-6dab8902af9d0b3264c4b194ea4ff33a wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Hide me, God, in the shadow of your wings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-160b71f044878d62e7e78115a8e4ec14 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s no more sun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-092d08dcff1f3e4b058ae7fbf085b0d1 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Help me, Jesus, my Lord, my King.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-3e715226f56477e4a02ae5074cb79797 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-a0250d5ec273670b89657615d6f457a6 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">The sky of ash and smoke collide<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-c7bff3b6f5d2e7694b306a535e7cae43 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">with the blood and tears of the night.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-66745d3f8f21e4a5bb914fd4b9d1b90b wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Demons trying to tear me apart inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-c30ba48806eaced8775444caf0e5a47a wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">God, give me Your word. I need Your light!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-3e715226f56477e4a02ae5074cb79797 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-3d7b63be10c2f0107e764eb0c5eb712b wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-c842115130de2c720c62f432dc519c0d wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">nowhere to run. Hide<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-6f8bc8de39909e5e2c08bd111c80baa0 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">me, my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-574c4217989a42df5dbf3a05e19c23dd wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">God<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-1f5eded7c85880ce3e567514c314fa75 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">In the <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-a69e07071cff636e3a2c214cb2f24d23 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">shadow of your wings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-da10f94c7312c28f50d833e7aedcf4b0 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">(In the shadow of your wings!)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-7b131fc42803530db085cfaeeaa20882 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-11632178c13799891056c9cd23d3f26c wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">no more sun. Help<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-88cea2228b2d31e8202a4047cc96df6c wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">me, Jesus,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-4dbd64d2ba9061a2d768647d8b17437f wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-aed95394d619cfad01783b2ee1bc6690 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Lord, my King.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color has-medium-font-size wp-elements-6dfd27c338e42df6f12a4169defc38ac wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">(My Lord, my King!)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-f727a77e6727e2aae6926e54ed27cd7e wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--70);margin-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--70)\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>These shortened days keep growing longer. 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