{"id":651,"date":"2025-12-18T15:50:31","date_gmt":"2025-12-18T22:50:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/?p=651"},"modified":"2025-12-27T12:15:43","modified_gmt":"2025-12-27T19:15:43","slug":"noisavni-fo-ssenkrad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/?p=651","title":{"rendered":"noisavni.fo.ssenkrad. (poetry)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-1 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">These shortened days keep growing longer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-2 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Darkness swallowing me alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-3 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">The scent of isolation spreading stronger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-4 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Feeling like I&#8217;m left alone to die!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-5 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Trapped in a cell with an invisible host<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-6 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">trying to remake the heart of stone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-7 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">The darkness looming, the visible ghost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-8 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">I need Your light, &#8217;cause I&#8217;m all alone!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-9 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-10 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s nowhere to run!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-11 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Hide me, God, in the shadow of your wings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-12 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s no more sun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-13 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Help me, Jesus, my Lord, my King.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-14 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-15 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">The sky of ash and smoke collide<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-16 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">with the blood and tears of the night.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-17 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Demons trying to tear me apart inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-18 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">God, give me Your word. I need Your light!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-19 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">. . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-20 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-21 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">nowhere to run. Hide<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-22 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">me, my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-23 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">God<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-24 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">In the <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-25 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">shadow of your wings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-26 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">(In the shadow of your wings!)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-27 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">There&#8217;s <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-28 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">no more sun. Help<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-29 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">me, Jesus,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-30 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">my<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-31 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">Lord, my King.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color has-medium-font-size wp-elements-32 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\">(My Lord, my King!)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-link-color wp-elements-33 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);margin-bottom:0;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40);padding-top:0;padding-right:0;padding-bottom:0;padding-left:0\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--70);margin-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--70)\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>These shortened days keep growing longer. Darkness swallowing me alive. The scent of isolation spreading stronger. Feeling like I&#8217;m left alone to die! Trapped in a cell with an invisible host trying to remake the heart of stone. The darkness looming, the visible ghost. I need Your light, &#8217;cause I&#8217;m all alone! . . . [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":665,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[22],"class_list":["post-651","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry","tag-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=651"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":664,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/651\/revisions\/664"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=651"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=651"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=651"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}