{"id":603,"date":"2025-06-25T17:48:02","date_gmt":"2025-06-25T23:48:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/?p=603"},"modified":"2025-07-02T20:16:16","modified_gmt":"2025-07-03T02:16:16","slug":"middle-child","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/?p=603","title":{"rendered":"middle child (poetry)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019m the middle child<br>who wants more than everyone to be okay,<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who is tired of fighting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who had a limit on minutes.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who hid their Face behind personal Space.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who watched the originals before the prequels.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>caught surfing while tied to a dog leash.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>packing crickets the size of bricks.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>stuck somewhere between Xes and the Ends. I\u2019m the middle child<br>born of cruelty and apathy.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who listens to oldies from my birth year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who won\u2019t be allowed to lead the way.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>in a nation lead by its trauma.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who\u2019d rather wear black than blue and red.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>I\u2019m the middle child,<br>ignored not just forgotten.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who is way too sensitive.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>loudly mistakenly for being quietly weak.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>somewhere between sorrow and joy.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>between misplaced rage and overgrown praise.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>who learned to ask \u201cwhy\u201d.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>hardwired to question what was \u201cunseen\u201d.<br>I\u2019m the middle child<br>to thank for making it okay to not be okay.<br>I\u2019m the middle child,<br>poor with friends, not rich and lonely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m the middle childwho wants more than everyone to be okay,I\u2019m the middle childwho is tired of fighting. I\u2019m the middle childwho had a limit on minutes.I\u2019m the middle childwho hid their Face behind personal Space.I\u2019m the middle childwho watched the originals before the prequels.I\u2019m the middle childcaught surfing while tied to a dog leash.I\u2019m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":604,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[22],"class_list":["post-603","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry","tag-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/603","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=603"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/603\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":606,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/603\/revisions\/606"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/604"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=603"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=603"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elijahcarbajal.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=603"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}